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2 years ago
stronger than I think
Particularly, sex in my life has been a very large factor of my health and happiness. Sometimes sex heals me, cradles and comforts me. Other times, sex has been something that has been forced upon me, which attempts to tear at me. And after it has torn at me, I have to convince myself that I am a strong person who can get through it.
Sex has caused me two different surgeries, both of which I can truly say I have taken something from and will continue to grow emotionally when I think of them. One of which was caused by someone else’s fault, and the other, my own dumb luck.
I have hated my body, revolted against it and cursed it for not being better at fighting things off, and for not being strong enough to stand up for me when I really needed it.
But all in all, I really owe my body for not giving up on me, and for remembering the pain and pleasure with me.
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